A
Foetus’s Dream
Should I come to this world or should I not?I have seen the
dream in the womb that, it’s the garden where humanity blooms, but soon that
dream fades away and darkness hovers upon me and many devils in saffron ,white,
green and many other coloured cloak haunt me and say come with us,or you will
die . I have seen in that dream that I will born to blossom but again Isaw that
I will be conditoned to tether.I am nervous should I born or not? In the dream
I have seen there are beautiful rivers.lakes and ponds out there in the world
of mortals but I do not know, why, the colour of water soon mystifiees into
bloddy red,exactly the same flowing
around me here.I see the dream daily which starts with sunbeam , blooming
petals, the chirp of birds and soothing things but very soon it vanishes and a
new dream begins where there is fire all around,withhout birds, petals even the
sun also becomes black in colour, there is violence and cacophony all around. I
wake up daily inside the womb due to
fear and my spine shivers daily.In that dream I see that there are many great
souls who bestowed there grace and kindled the light of enlightenment in that
garden,but,again I see that those souls
are left alone shouting and crying, by the mortals, same in appearance ,just
like me, carrying daggers in their hands and trying to behead each other, the
other day I saw them saying, that, in every atom there is some supreme being
known by many names to them.I haven’t seen that supreme being in my dream,
otherwise I would have asked that if you are there in every atom how can you
destroy yourself or how can they destroy you as they say you are supreme?I am
not sure should I take birth or not?In that dream I saw the garden lush green and
pearls of intellect shining, but the greenary soon erodes and red fencing is
done everywhere and pearls are also lost. I see that dream daily inside the
womb and think, should I go witness the garden or should I stay peacefully
here. In that dream I see that there are tall mountains ,deep oceans,numerous
creatures, all playing in a tuned
coordination and playing a harmony by complementing each other’s beauty but
again I see greedy eyes and brutal smiles and faces dripping lust and vulgar
gulping down everything synonymous to beauty..Sometimes I see that if flowers
of that garden namely truth, purity , honesty, love, devotion, service etc are
cherished by some of the humans, the gardeners of that garden, then every other
human hatches conspiracies against them, raises swords both visible and non
visible, and destroy the whole garden
and kill the gardeners, the visible swords kill their body and non visible ones
cut their heart and sometimes the gardeners kill themselves and thus I fear
taking birth as a mortal in that garden. Sometimes, I feel I also vanished in
that dark haunted surrounding, but then I suddenly wake up and feel lucky that
it was only a dream.But, in that dream, I also see a light so vibrant that I am
not able to see it with eyes completely open,that light is full of energy and
compells me to think twice, whether I should take birth or I shouldn’t.I feel
if I don’t then, I will be called as cowards but only by my harbingers who are
going to become my parents,but if I take birth and try to become a gardener in
true sense then my harbingers will object due to their fears, ego,
misunderstanding and due to all mortal emotions, but by not taking birth I will
be deprived of experiencing the aroma of beautiful flowers of that garden. But
I want to witness the garden being the gardener and truth seeker and my
harbingers should not object for that great purpose for which I want to come to
that garden,break the boundaries of illusion which divides the mortal beings,
but, will I be allowed???If yes,then I should take birth and if not I should
rest in peace here in the womb,the dilemma will be erased in the dream which I
will see tonight, because tomorrow I am about to born or reborn……………………
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